Tuesday, September 15, 2015

One

You are my One.

You are my One and only.

The only One I ever want.

The only One I ever need.

You are my One, and for you I will bleed.
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It kills me that I couldn't consul you tonight. I have no idea what you've been through, and I just want to lend my support. Even if it's just an ear or a friendly nudge or even just to hold your hand and let you know that things will be okay.

I'm here for you, and I want to do more!!!

I Love You!!!
The weather is changing out here. It's starting to get cooler, and even in the daytime the temps are starting to come down. I'm questioning putting the flannel sheets on my bed. perfect snuggle weather, wish we could have that kind of tyme.

Maybe that should be one for the bucket list......A few days alone with nothing to do and nowhere to go...........

Our First real date was a wonderful tyme, that I wish to continue. It wasn't enough tyme, but I feel that I'll never have enough tyme with you.......and by that I mean I'll always wish for more tyme. I want all the tyme we've missed being together back...... And one day we'll have the tyme we need!!!

Still Yours Faithfully!!! SC

Sunday, September 13, 2015

Random Musings.....

It's been a week now, that I've been on this cloud, and I never want this feeling to fade. Great medicine!!!

I can't wait to have you to hold, for now and always. To have you to tend to. To feel your passion in every way. To feel your skin on my skin. To kiss you everywhere, to taste you!!!

It's hard to augur where I was, or what I was thinking by even trying to hold your hand, but I did. Your response was even more than I could imagine or hope for.

I want to write more, I know there's much more to say, but I think I've wrung it all out for the day.....

I'm here, I'm yours......

On Communication.....

When was it that we ever decided that our opinion didn't matter so long as the other person was happy? Being a people pleaser  myself, I understand that thought process. "Here I'll jump in that hole for you!!" I get it. At some point we all need to stand up and let our voices be heard.

I'm not sure what brought you to the position that you are in. You have told me a little, and I do understand. I won't complain though, because it brought you to me. All I can think about it though is, and to quote a cheesy movie quote, "Nobody puts Baby in the corner!!!" You should be seen and heard because you are important.

You seem so concerned for me and my shell, but I must confess that I don't like you under a rock either. Can we agree that we can both get out from under our shells and rocks and create something wonderful for everyone to see? I know that we can!!!

I Love You Forever and Always!!!

Praise Baby Jesus!!!

Tyme Now

I can't get over how I feel. Words are hard to express. Just when I felt that it would be hard to find love again, like a ray of light that pierces the soul, You arrive.

Going back, to all the times I've seen you, you've been there (in my Heart). My heart stirring. Already a part of me...how did that happen? Going back to those times, it's incomprehensible that you were feeling the same way too.....even before we met. How could I have known on that beautiful 4th of July weekend that you were as drawn to me as I you?

I'm not sure how I deserve you, but I won't question it. You are myne, and I am yours completely. I want to devote the rest of my life making you happy. I wish that everyone could see your joy when we are together. One day they will, and they will all know that this is good. They will see our joy together and it will bring them happiness.

It's killing me that I can't reach out to you when I want to, I'll have to toughen up although I don't want to. I want to talk to you all the tyme, but I cannot. I want to know how you are doing right now, 5 mins from now, 2 hours ago. I want to know how your day is going, how you slept...... I want in, after all, I am all in........



Black Sunday (see pic below) just played on my phone while I was doing some chores.... I can't believe I didn't mention The Skatalites- These guys pretty much created Ska music and are the Big Band influence that I talked about. Perfect song that I'd like to dance with you to some day.........This is an album you will want.